I Must Be Paranoid.

Maybe I'm over thinking. Or maybe I'm just overreacting. I don't know.
But I know something's changed.

Something I never thought would happen.. or at least I never wanted to happen.
Could it be? You're getting tired of me? Of us?
How could I say us if there was never us. Just You and Me but no Us.

I'm happy, I really am. To be finally loved by you. But I'm getting tired.

No more "I love you's". A small thing but definitely made me think about it all this time.
You can't blame me. You're far and your I love you's are my only assurance. But now it's gone. No more I love you's when I need it. Or even in random moments.

I don't know.. I can't think of anything anymore.


I'll be better someday. Or at least I hope.


Please don't mind this post. I just need to get this out.