"It's December first." I thought to myself. This will be the last time I'll wait for your text. If I don't get one, maybe it's because you don't want me anymore. And I just have to accept that.
I was okay. As the sun starts to set, I get the feeling of acceptance that maybe you don't want me anymore. And I was preparing myself for the goodbye I didn't want but was expecting.
I was alone in my room, trying to fall asleep for at least 15 minutes or so when I received a text. I wasn't expecting your name to come up.. but then it did.
My eyes got bigger. Shocked. My heart beat was faster than usual. And then I forgot about all the hurts I was feeling 3 days ago. Nothing mattered to me but you. I have to admit, I was falling and when I was about to let go, you grabbed my hand and said you're here now.
I didn't reply. I didn't want to, thinking you won't look for me again. But few minutes later you sent me a text, again. And I knew, I fell in love with you again. I don't know why I said again when I never really stopped.
I never thought it was possible; to fall in love even harder with you, harder than the way I already am in love with you.
No one ever made me feel this way except for you. Only you.
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